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This site is maintained by Horse, an independent researcher with an interest in cybersecurity, OSINT (open-source intelligence), and digital infrastructure.
My interest in computers began at a young age, focusing on how systems, networks, and the internet operate at a technical level.
In 2020 my home was raided during a cybercrime investigation involving allegations related to hacking activity and malware distribution.
Following legal and medical proceedings, I was admitted to a secure psychiatric hospital rather than serving a traditional prison sentence.
Life inside the hospital involved strict daily structure, mental health treatment, evaluation, and limited access to technology. The experience became a major turning point and forced reflection on the consequences of cybercrime.
Today my interest in cybersecurity is focused on research, digital risk awareness, and understanding how online threats operate.